Currently Listening Illuminate By David Crowder Band ONLY YOU see related

ONLY YOU
By: David Crowder, Jason Solley, Mike Dodson, and Mike Hogan

Verse 1:
Take my heart, I lay it down, At the feet of You who's crowned
And take my life, i'm letting go, I lift it up, to You who's throned

Chorus:
And I will worship you, Lord only You Lord
And I will bow down before You, only You Lord

Verse 2:
Take my fret, take my fear All I have i'm leaving here
Be al my hopes, be all my dreams, be all my delights, be my everything

Tag:
And it's just You and me here now
Only You and me here now
And it's just You and me here now
Only you and me here now

This song so brings me into the presence of God...no matter what is going on in life..remember it is only You and him....

       Church was awesome tonight...I realized how bad I missed the fire that I once had.   I'm gonna get it back though stronger and hotter than it was before.  I believe God for that.  I'm realizing alot of stuff lately..like how much of a distraction I was...and that there are ppl that won't talk to me anymore because I have come and gone so much...And this time it actually doesn't bother me.  To those ppl I just say I love you...and I understand.  I have hurt alot of ppl..and I am getting what I deserve. 

       Some one once referred to me as their brother.  They said I was their brother but only a christian.  The problem with that was she wanted me to be her brother...pretty much like live her brothers life as a christian...and I couldn't do that...and I won't do that.  I am me no someone else.  I cannot fix someone elses family.  I can only do what God wants me to do.  And one of these days I will tell that person this...when the time is right.

     Well i'm gonna go pray and read my bible.....

Currently Listening Upstairs By Shane & Shane THE ANSWER see related

      Alright so last night was pretty awesome.....I made a list of the sins I have commited...came up with 3 pages, and i'm sure there is more that I have yet to discover.  But instead of Jumping right in....i'm taking my time...i'm praying over each one..asking forgiveness, and then repenting, and telling satan in the name of Jesus he has no stong hold on me..and I close the door to that part of my life...it is closed never will I open it again. 

     I got my truck running..alittle $16 dollar part cost me quite abit of money *new computer, fuel pump, and fuel system relays* It fried alot of stuff..  But hey at least I have wheels now.  *my neon died and so i'm driving the beast that gets 13 mpg LOL*  I LOVE MY TRUCK..thank you God for providing it to me.  It ain't perfect and it ain't pretty to the eye...but man does it scream.  Hopefully I will have my 4-wheeler fixed soon, that would rule.....then I could actually ride it LOL.  Hm need to pray and see if I should sell it first. 

     Guitar broke a string again...which is very very very frustrating...becuase I love to play music.  I love to sing, and write, and dance, and play....but hey hey hey...elixirs aren't cheap so i'm stuck playing the old old guitar.  Hm i'm repeating words alot I think it's time to close this thing down. 

     Read Psalms 16 it's really good.

Currently Listening Almost There By Mercyme Here Am I see related

       First off I need to say I AM SORRY...to everyone that has read this xanga.  Everything I have written has been wrong.  I was lost and searching for what I knew was right in front of me.  Jesus Christ.  I've given my life back to Christ, and it's gonna stay that way.  I am completely starting a new.  No more junk and I won't allow it. 

     AND TO WHOEVER LET CHARLIE READ MY XANGA...lol thanks...that was just awesome. 

     Hey stay posted to what God is doing...it's gonna be fun.